Looking through some pages that need editing and I feel a crunch for time that is just not going to happen.
The cage needs to cleaned, they want out time and I need a vacation =D
New babies Saturday and I am so excited. Fergus lives in these ratlings and that makes my heart feel full. We jump and run, play and never seem to relax.
Its a lifestyle that not everyone can embrace, but damn its fun!!!
So let’s face it this was never what you wanted
But I know it’s fun to pretend
Now blank stares and empty threats
Are all I have, they’re all I have.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I’ll find you before I drift away
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I’ll find you before I drift away
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.
Good tune… “Sometimes” is a GREAT album. If you don’t own it, go out and buy it. Its incredible!!!!
Its freezing..my toes are cold. I had some color added to the Fergus tattoo…that was agony. I sat there, grinding my teeth and thinking “what the hell was I thinking?” Tony is a great artist and he understands that I “need” this to look real, that it has to represent all of my rats in some way. I suppose a bit of pain will be worth this awesome damn ink when its finally done!!!!
My family likely thinks this tattoo is nutty and a strange damn thing to do. I suppose for me its a mark of pride, a form of love that can be touched. These rats are more than pets to me and I see those tiny faces and recognize those souls. Rats are wonderful animals and are so often maligned out of ignorance and fear.
Got the music on shuffle and the tunes are talking to my heartstrings, tugging at memories that make me smile.
So lets sing some Depeche Mode tunes, get into black jammies and chill =D