I have an appointment tomorrow afternoon, one that has been a long time coming. I am finally going to give Fergus his place of honor as a tattoo on my leg. My beautiful boy has been gone for almost 2 years and everyday he is thought of and missed.

There are moments in life that change us and knowing that; recognizing you have been through one of those is so important. The day I had my little man put to sleep was one of those and it broke my heart into tiny bits. The one thing it did give me is the desire to help ratkids in need.

I look forward to the irritation of having the tattoo done, of seeing his face and knowing that he will ALWAYS be there.