Im feeling in a funk lately. I suppose I hate to see the end of summer, but I do love fall. Chubbers turned one, Urn was twenty months old yesterday *sighs* Time goes far to quickly and I often think I have lost more than I have gained these past few months. There has been alot of sadness and times that I thought my sides might split from the laughing. I feel suspended in a moment and Im ok with that, its ok to wait I tell myself.

We’ll see what the next few weeks bring to light, hope for some happiness. Some of the words are wrong, like girl, but this song fits how I feel about my boys that have gone on and those still with me.
Thanks Brian McKnight, you didnt mean it as a song for rats, but much of the meaning echoes quite clearly for love of any kind. Love is about feeling good, feeling “full”. My rats bring a genuine happiness to me, a kind of contentment that I didnt realize I was missing until the void was filled. They need care in a completely different way and my need to mother is never smothering or overdone as far as they are concerned =D

It’s undeniable… that we should be together…
It’s unbelievable how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis you need to know, if you don’t know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I’m for real…
If all things in time, time will reveal…
Yeah…

One… you’re like a dream come true…
Two… just wanna be with you…
Three… girl it’s plain to see… that your the only one for me…
Four… repeat steps one through three…
Five… make you fall in love with me…
If ever I believe my work is done… then I start Back at One (yeah)

So Incredible… the way things work themselves out…
And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about babe…
And undesirable… for us to be apart…
Never would of made it very far…
Cause you know you’ve got the keys to my heart
Cause…

One… you’re like a dream come true
Two… just wanna be with you
Three… girl it’s plain to see… that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five… make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done… then I start Back at One……

Say farewell to the dark of night… I see the coming of the sun…
I feel like a little child… whose life has just begun…
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine…
You threw out the life line… just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee…..

One… you’re like a dream come true
Two… just wanna be with you
Three… girl it’s plain to see… that your the only one for me… girl and…
Four… repeat steps one through three
Five… make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done… then I start Back at One