My beloved gentle giant, my boy who smiled constantly…my heart is broken. The rain tells me that the angels cry with me that they to understand you have gone on and my grief is so powerful, so overwhelming ..where are my words?

Such a wonderful boy, so happy and loving. I am stricken, three gone within weeks of one another.

The cage will be lighter, the happiness stripped yet again.

The anguish is almost more than I can bear…I have cried until my eyes were red and puffy. I rocked my gentle giant as he lay sleeping forever. He is at the bridge, being welcomed by his uncles and both brothers. I am left here alone in my agony.

His family wanders, seeming to look for him. They don’t understand and frankly neither do I. I don’t want to let go and yet I am being forced to do just that over and over.

My drama king baby grown to a giant of the sweetest nature. My blue ribbon winner, the surprise.

Sleep well beloved.

usquequaque in nostrum pectus pectoris , lascivio ferreus , dico lemma EGO diligo lemma quod EGO diligo vos pro infinitio

Always,
mommy