It is with a broken heart I say farewell to a beloved friend. Such a handsome boy, so proud.

You made me smile, made me laugh and its with tears I let you go on to the bridge. Wait for me there little man, tell those gone before you how much they are still missed and loved.

I cannot even begin to tell you Fergus how very much I love you. My heart, I know it beats, but I am sure the rythm is one step lighter. My agony is contained only in knowing you no longer suffer, dont feel the pain of a body gone frail with age.

I thought I could do this without tears and they stream down my face baby, mommy couldnt watch you suffer and in that choice I have hurt myself deeply.

I will see you in every rat, look for that wisdm. One last time I will sing to you..to have your handsome little face looking up at me, bruxing happily.

At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song

Ooh, yeah, yeah
At last
the skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you

I found a dream
that I could speak to
A dream that I
can call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Ohh, yeah, yeah

You smile
you smile
Ooh and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last

That will always be the song I hum for you Fergie. I love you little man. Sleep well.

Always,
Mommy